Profilectlx.Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 23+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, NUS FASS (econs). loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.
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Friday, October 01, 2004okay, i'm back again, but i suppose, this time more myself... i'm glad no one's too affected by my last entry, though i doubt anyone read it, but don't bother reading it! haha... it was crap...so anyway, mrs heng announced today that 32 pple in my class manage to make it into the 1st 3 months for jc... or at least they got the results to get in, and it so happened i was one of those who couldn't. i cried again today... well not really, basically just teared... you know, i was reflecting on my past entry, at the same time, counselling si hui, and i realised how selfish i am... in the whole entry, i could basically only see the emphasis on the "I" and nothing else... just how self-centered can i get? i shall practise what i preached and that is to put all my troubles aside and think on the line of having people in a worse of state than me and needing the comfort much more than me, and so, i have no right to think about myself. for those who feel they're at the bottomless pit, try thinking along this line, and you'll find yourself facing the situation is a totally different light, but i suppose that'll only work if you're truly determined not to self-pity... from this year, i learnt many life lessons, of which one is to really "look on the bright side of life". the real meaning of having to be optimisstic even at the worst situation, having to be strong in front of others when you're actually hurting. but this isn't bottling everything up, but it's simply not showing any signs of despair in order not to worry others... well that's for me... i don't know bout the rest, but i believe we all live my our principles and i firnly believe in mine.... no matter what happens, i'll always try to live according to my principles and i'm ever more determined to work harder to please my parent's and most of all, my future... well for those who are in the same state i'm in, fret not, there are many who feels the way we do, so let's all work hard together and produce results so great it'll take the teachers by surprise, alright? and for my dear friend whose feeling so tired and drained, just remember there's always a turning point to everything, and i'm sure yours will come soon... so don't give up... well that's all i've got today, take care all! |